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Saving Grace
05:10
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“Perhaps your fear of passing judgment on me
is greater than mine in receiving it.” - Giordano Bruno 1600 AD
A day without a yesterday
Years fade inside you
I chanced to look another way
And now I cannot find you
Do you understand that this moment
Will ripple forever?
Can I touch you from a distance?
You are my anomaly
I did not foresee this Viral Quarantine in time
I never dreamt of being so alone
2020 hindsight in emotional isolation
I miss you, my saving grace
Local conditions overwhelm your global perspective
Zero Sum initiated
Nothing I say here now
Can take the blame for our trajectory
Freewill disavowed
Am I unique in that I never had imaginary friends?
The alluring charm of make-believe
Tricked the flock but I just could not pretend
With an overwhelming sense of passion
A brutal dyssynchrony
And solitude extremis
Untwinning our helicity
The fear of loss is complicated
And hope is never sated
Reality in suspension
Fondling fantasies
Vying for attention
Foreplay with mythology
CP Symmetry Violation
"A day without a yesterday"
Now you interest me
Asymptomatic reverie
The bitter bouquet of entropy
Like an aromatic cancer
Wafts through to a waiting end
Toss a penny down the wishing gravity well
Some things you never can foretell
Remorse as a harbinger of conviction
Leaves a most unsettled resolve
Replete of salvations of any kind
Indeed, 'twould be a bitter taste
For an unsuspecting soul to swallow
On any good day
The PRECESSION of Love
Coupled with the OBLIQUITY of Faith
Begets the ECCENTRICITY of our union
Live apart or grow together
Forgo the miserable in between
Stagnation trends toward death forever
So live life
Extreme!
Progressive imperfection
You are my saving grace
Memories fade by the square of the distance in time
Reduced and simplified
My saving grace
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Now I remember wanting to forget
Those golden times with you
Our temporary immortality
Should I ever pass this way again
I will remember this day
Sunlight glistening through the windshield speeding by
Our eyes alight in laughter
We were immortal
Endless opportunities spread out before us
As the limbs of an aging lover
We turned away
And now I sit alone
Wondering when I settled for this
Calculated solitude - safe and confined
Impervious to new pain - no fear of loss impending
And now I know what little I control is worthless alone
I’m lost in these latitudes - no formal restrictions
Complementary platitudes of grand indecision
Now I believe that memory
Is all we have and all we’ll ever need
To relive the moment time and time again
Reiterated feeling – endure it again?
Can you come out and play
Before this day slips away?
Whatever you want from me is yours for the taking
No social complications, just memories in the making
I was begging for permission
I needed you to show me
All of life’s temptations
You took me inside
Now I’m seeking permission
Before I confide in you
Perhaps some things are better left denied
Encircled by our best friends - laughing until we cried
Then we turned away and said goodbye for the last time
As best I can recall
We truly lived in the golden age
Love and life were almost free
I remember the reflections in your eyes full of possibilities
I was honored that you would even listen to someone like me
Now in total resignation, I pull the blinds
I don’t need this anymore
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For a Time
03:57
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For a time
We had all the time in the world
I’m not sure where to begin
A string of brief encounters
Random harmonies
Conjoined equilibrium
Waxing Divine
Through time
Inline with you
It seems a piece of some devil broke off today
Snapping reality
Splintering me
There and then alone
For a time
We had all the time in the world
Something vast assessing me
Cognitive prowess, incarnate
Subtle genius hidden in clear sight
There is nothing colder than absence
Nothing with less worth
Creating alone
Like an Angel drowning in Deep Time
Maximally extended solutions
Quieting memories
Enter stillness forever
And so begins the end
For a time
We had all the time in the world
And so began the end
Decision or instinct
A course is set
From that, everything follows
We thought we had all the time in the world
An Angel drowning in Deep Time
We thought we had all the time in the world
And so began the end
Enter stillness forever
...incoming transmission from Sputnik 1...
[ the first to jump into the VOID ]
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The nearer we get
the closer we become
increasing the pull like gravitation
Through all Degrees
of Emotional Freedom
we prefer not to be in isolation
Unique points of measure
in finite space
cannot define how we feel
Virtual emotions popping
in and out of existence
and what remains is Real
To understand your curvatures
to occupy your same Inertial Frame
I have come
And from these undefined
states of transition
quantified elation
The amalgamated needs of dust
a reality apart from all others
locked in orbit with you
as everything else
expands away
Emerging from solitary chaos
embedded with sparks of emotion
through vastness like stars upon stars
we are born of Love
I am caught
in your swirling, emotional well
dual jets of lust expanding
our shining tell
an accretion disc of circling need
In this created space
we are defined by you
time just for me
lost inside you
My only fear
is the existential
wasting of Time
And when I think about it deeply
everything else is ill-defined
in comparison to you
Our future clear as memory
a sum over many solutions
In this created space we love with
no preferential vector defined
one chance for absolution
as we are one
There is a far greater chance
that I never should have found you
derivating the attractive slopes between us
Open this space for me
design a chance for us to grow
making space for me
The nearer we get
the closer we become
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Trace of Contact
06:32
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Time yields a subtle clearness
to things wished forgotten
as hope builds in utter stillness
Do you remember contact with me?
And then it came to me
this abject understanding
that you waited for me
I have learned things
I have changed
I have forgotten things
I have changed
As reams of experience
form the fabric of our lives
the communal interaction
for which we all strive
has been pruned from a sick society
and we have changed
emotional improprieties
our imperatives rearranged
We are a species estranged
without a Trace of Contact
And then it came to me
abject understanding
that you waited for me
The world is flowing at pandemic speed
and we don't know what to believe
Opinions expressed are as bending reeds
for those willing to be deceived
Vacant rooms feel larger in darkness
just as solitude exaggerates loneliness
This volume of Reality unfolding
a rupture leaking emptiness and longing
It is the fear known to all things alone
We have but one chance
We have learned and we have changed
Through the viral happenstance of separation
we are tamed
but are we truly SAVED?
I am no angel
not your savior
but I can read the signs
Quarantines and isolation
conspiracies for weak minds
A Social Distancing nightmare
never so deprived
Is there anybody out there
Everyone hiding alone inside?
we wear the MASK of the age
concealing conciliatory RAGE
intellect encaged
an endgame engaged
Blameless, I
forgo pride
striving to persist
(in here)
Alone and confined
a prisoner despite
all of you I miss
(and I fear)
no ANGEL am I
no DEVIL Inside
like the VIRUS, I resist
(it is clear)
Have no fear
I AM here
searching for a Trace of Contact with you
dedicated to everyone we lost to the VIRUS in 2020
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Baryogenesis
05:10
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Regale me with the rest of your life
You can avail your mind
‘Caught in the act’ in Eden
Creation from annihilation
Begin Time
A risk oriented polymath
To mind the coming age
With a spiritual kind of polygraph
Confirming beliefs can be
simply rearranged
Now I contemplate this
Winter of the Mind
Through suffocating silence
in the Void left behind you
Bones should stay
buried in the graveyard
It's hard to face the fact
that we are merely debris
You had better gather all your weapons
One in a billion chance to be
We are the Ash of Creation
Come and See
Beneath the ashes of their lives
suspended in my sky
I have a day of rest
as the heavens burn down
all around me
And here I AM
The Embers of Eden
in particle decay
Continents on fire
as we shop another day
It's so surreal
It’s hard to imagine
but there was nothing
forever and ever
Then there was everything
Annihilation
Disintegration
the entire Universe
was almost cancelled
You will no longer find me in your past
collapsing Light Cones just to See
There was only a one in a billion
Chance that this would be
We are the Ash of Creation
Baryogenesis
We are one in a billion
Almost the end of everything
We survived the antimatter Dream
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Claim
04:27
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Hide and Seek with demigods
processing seconds to love you
Still praying for favored odds
with quick tricksters feeding among you
Come and see
I jab this stake in my claim
even as I remember
nothing conclusive remains
Existence dismembered
A way to replay everything
and most of it remains
unclaimed
A way to capture the essence of things
The silent Remains
No one knows all
This, I claim
We are stronger together
Before the fall
This, I claim
We Are One Forever
I am claimed
as are you
each by the other
Claimed, as am I
And I proclaim that
apart from all others
I claim you
I am claimed
as are you
each by the other
You are claimed
as am I
One and Another
A recipe for catastrophe
prematurely deconstructed
into tattered lore
so alas,
is no more.
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GREGORY Las Vegas, Nevada
1987: The PHARAOH Project – Birth Rights
1988: BEHOLDER
2008: PRESCIENT – Emergence
2011: Proof of
Concept
2011: Light Horizon w/ Adam McLean
2012: Birth Rights (pt 2) w/ Adam
2012: VIVID DOMINION
2012: The Imperative w/ Adam
2013: The End of Religion w/ Adam
2013: Apostasy
2014: Dead River Scriptures
2014: in a matter of days w/ Jordan Miller
2014: The Forge of Gods w/ Adam
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