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Love to the Nth Degree
06:25
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Envisioning a best friend to caress my sins away
Someone to trust emphatically
To confess my need to play
Never so alone as in your company
And I would rather not Be Here Now
I’m praying for salvation
That you might take me now
I am stunned into utter silence
That you can so easily let this go
Years of wasted promises
And we have nothing tangible left to show
Loosening this death-grip
On all the needs and fears I hide
My last chance for resurrection
I’m more alive when I’m inside you
Time is passing; gorging on our dreams
Feeding my despair
Enthusiasm waning and you are silent
As if you don’t even care
I fed you my dark secrets when I was enraptured by you
Feeling you on the inside is still the best thing I can do
Spread your wings for me - Take flight
And let me soar into your DREAM
A moment of peace in a savage world
There is nothing more extreme
Your invigorating lessons
They bite into my core
Soaked in your animal essence
And screaming out for more.
If you really want to feel me
Would you take this kill for me?
Experience the pain from my side
Love to the Nth degree
Abandoned and discarded
Just an intellectual toy for you to abuse
Nothing could hit harder than the poison words you spew
I was searching for life everlasting
In your embrace and in your charm
Spurious and incomplete
I am defenseless and disarmed
Denial of your essence – abandoned in your wake
I need this to end – Let go, for Heaven’s sake
I was envisioning a best friend to caress my sins away
Someone to trust emphatically
Well, perhaps another day
Forever now alone, don’t try to follow me
The hunger has boiled away
No longer praying for salvation
I’ve no more desire to play with you
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Killing the Magic
05:15
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I know experience is fleeting and everything transcends
But I hold on to my favorite moments hoping they will never end
Time is passing quickly, flowing faster all the time
And now I’m losing something precious
So where do I begin?
I feel a presence in the silence now that I am without you
An elemental longing far beyond me – I will forever miss you
Cold in the absence everlasting, I Am
Nothing is ever just quite what it seems
Reality fragments and frays at the seams
You taught me that love was ELEMENTARY
Then fractured the fable I never believed
You quoted me scriptures of fanciful things
Of golems and demons and terrible beings
But I’ve had my fill of horrible stories
Designed to scare children to swallow their dreams
But I still believed in you
We exist for a moment
Every flame burns out
The end is not in doubt
Nothing lasts forever, of this we can’t pretend
Uncertainty before us despite what we intend
Spooky actions at a distance
Entangled with my best friend
De-coherence … the end
I still believe in forever but never without you
I felt your pain as you let go
The struggle to remain - a fading glow
Entropy dictates even love evaporates
You promised forever and then faded away
From the darkest of depths of sorrow
I was calling your name
Paradise broken – now only I remain
Killing the magic
I was entangled with my best friend
De-coherence… the end
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Oblivion Dreams [remix]
06:47
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And from the garden of our innocence, we were
led away into the cold streets to play alone
Would you choose oblivion over me?
I failed at the game of social integration
When I realized your love for me was all a fabrication
Was I not good enough for you?
Feeding in your wake, I tasted hesitation
To bury this stake into the heart of consecration
Was I not pure enough for you?
I need some kind of plan
Something to stake a dream to
Can you understand I am for you - Forever?
Acrimony burns into the night
A chance encounter turns into a sordid introspection
Your lust for experience relents to indiscretion
Shaking with carnal anticipation
Succumbing to this visceral invitation
Was I not raw enough for you?
It’s your final chance to feel love unrelenting
You need someone to hold on to - Forever
I will never leave you
I will not forsake you
I will not forget you
I will partake of you
If I could learn to hate you
I could use or break you
Won’t let another take you
For only I can sate you
I will never let this go
Perhaps this time I’ll get it right
From passion to arms – I’m a force to confound you
Escalating chaos performing to astound you
Was I severe enough?
Satisfy your deepest need as I embrace you
Quench your thirst for life just in case you
Choose oblivion over me
No use forestalling now
We have played our final torrid hand
We have attained this blessed ending
Consecration
Lay back and close your eyes
Shut this life away
Release a final time
And dream into oblivion
You have pursued me
You have endured me
You have abused me
You have imbued me with everything that I despise
I will never come this way again
I will never love this way again
I will never feel this pain again
I will never hesitate again
I will dream into oblivion
I will dream oblivion
I will dream into oblivion
I will dream oblivion
Oblivion
I will dream
Oblivion
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Broken Symmetry
06:15
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When the equation was in perfect balance
Our center of mass was love
In equivalent measure we partook of that chalice
In egalitarian sums: (1 + 1 = 1)
I defined myself through you
Clear as my own reflection
But standard deviations
Refracted imperfections
We were the essence of the quintessential
Balanced emotional equation
Teetering on the proverbial edge
We redefined elation
Subservient to none but each other we learned to fly
I had tried to impress upon you
The fact that things were going wrong
Diverging, I confess to you
I was never that strong
Never that strong
A part of me was masking the fact that
I knew you were falling away
A part of you was basking in that
Radiant love as I bled away
Flowing in parallel streams
Entwined in perfect union
But the pattern frayed between the seams
Broken COMMUNION
We frolicked existential hard core elated solipsism
We demarcated quintessential virtual immersive duality
Orbits in decay
You are spiraling away
Our tapestry has frayed
Unraveled and splayed
Decision through inaction
We’ve broken symmetry
A contemptuous reaction
This, our final travesty
Some things are intrinsic and irrevocable
Some things we could have changed
Not the first time but the last time
We lost our way
I was pleading fervently
To balance this tumultuous equation
The scales are wavering precariously
Trending toward emotive devastation
Our World Lines diverge asymptotically
We are forever breaking symmetry
Broken Symmetry
Pardon me for asking
What more could you derive from me?
Despite our bouts of passion
We’re breaking symmetry
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5. |
Dark Flow
06:52
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Harrowing in patient darkness
A germinating singularity
Pulling at the carnal essence
Of my Particular Velocity
Lingering between the pain of absence
And the eagerness to delve into something new
In my Darkling thoughts, I forgot about you
Right then I was granted an epiphanous insight
Into a world that had been hidden from me
It was obvious states were changing
Redefining our Future Histories
Redesign our subtle nature
Obfuscated by deception and scorn
I only realized it later
We were shattered and torn
I rearrange our broken pieces
Patterns align anew
Endeavoring to forget everything
As if I never knew you
In the Dark Flow
We are traveling in the same direction
Our universal flow
Even the Great Attractor bows unto the Dark Flow
Something in the way we said goodbye
Left a scar upon my life
And I will never be the same, I know
Shattered by your cultivated lies
Discharging bitterness and strife
A suffocated flame – let go
Only one path remains
I will never feel the same
I’ve no desire to even the score
I don’t even want to play anymore
I’ve no fear of what’s in store
It’s inevitable, so here we go
The entire Universe succumbs to the Dark Flow
The whole Web expanding
As the tearing of my heart
My emotive calcification
Tends the withering of your charms
Times like these are pungent and alive
And I’ve grown to know them well
The permanence of love for which we strive
Has decayed into this manufactured Hell
The distance between lonely spaces
Expands forever beyond our view
Nothing short of resurrection could rectify my grief
Divergent paths through all Eternity
Do you ever wonder where we’re going?
Are we on contiguous trajectories?
Subtracting lifetimes from the Sum of our Histories
Something in the way we said goodbye
Forced a vector change inside me
And I know not where I go
Something in the way we said goodbye
Left a scar upon my life
And I will never burn the same, I know
The entire Universe succumbs to the Dark Flow
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6. |
The Age of Reason
05:52
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"Science is more than a body of knowledge.It's a way of thinking;
a way of skeptically interrogating the Universe with a fine understanding
of human fallibility. If we are not able to ask skeptical questions, to
interrogate those who tell us something is true, to be skeptical of those
in authority, then we're up for grabs to the next charlatan, political or
religious, who comes ambling along." - Carl Sagan
I remember the caustic, Sunday school lessons hammered into me
Outrageous and fanciful explanations fraught with impossibilities
Faith is the tepid end of investigation
A cold stagnation
If we never question we will never grow
It’s the Age of Reason
And now we know we have nothing to fear
From fairy tales and superstition
I’ve always found magical explanations difficult to believe
Holy extrapolations break down with honest and sensible scrutiny
Claims of magic are but science that we have yet to comprehend
We will always learn and enlightenment will never end
Intellectual treason – promoting lies to beguile the gullible masses
Maintain an ignorant status quo
It is a beautiful fiction, but not consistent with reality
If you take it on faith, there is nowhere left to grow
Dreaming poets flounder
Religious zealots cease to learn
As scientists dispel the miracles
Consign fables to the urn
“There are no sacred truths. All assumptions must be critically
examined. Arguments from authority are worthless. Whatever is
inconsistent with the facts, no matter how fond of it we are,
must be discarded or revised.” - Carl Sagan
It’s the age of reason, we can dispense with lore and religion
For the Truth we can no longer ignore
The Age of Reason
We are striving to understand the world
Faith is anathema to curiosity
The Age of Reason
Science is not perfect; It's only a tool.
But it's the best tool we have. - Carl Sagan
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The Far Enemy
04:17
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In the beginning our search for answers
Failed to alleviate life’s afflictions
We created gods and magical masters
But religion yielded no predictions
Our original sin was simple abdication
Of our innate responsibility
To learn and grow through investigation
To come to grips with reality
Science alone foretells the future
Through laborious experimentation
What little we know is better than praying
For some magical explanation
I would rather have questions I cannot answer
Than answers I cannot question
That fear to learn what we do not know
Is the Far Enemy
Our Exodus from ignorant savagery
Was a long and arduous path
But when we dispensed with the pomp and pageantry
Science dispelled witchcraft
But there are those who fear the change
For they have authored this tyrannical delusion
They wield the fear of god to suppress inquiry
Time to dismantle this institution
History is fraught with crimes of subjective validation
A litany of caustic rhymes and defiled elucidations
By now, we should know better than this
And forgo our ignorant past
Denounce this petulant hate
Fostered by Religion, Race, and Cast
We will not bow to the Far Enemy
We will not bow to the Far Enemy
I would rather have questions I cannot answer
Than answers I cannot question
That fear to learn what we do not know
Is the Far Enemy
I will never bow to the Far Enemy
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8. |
We Endure
07:06
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I remember afternoon time
Frolicking with souls I used to know
Excited just to be together;
Said we’d never let it go
Succumbing to the lure of something new
Hoping the day would never end
And in the evening we would dream
Of times to come with our friends
But then all of time stood still
And we resonated
The moment locked into sensual memory
There was no more time to kill
I could see it in their quivering eyes
That realization hit that we would all one day die
Time dilutes the intensity
Of our favorite memories
But the pure emotion remains unscathed
So much has passed before us
We can barely fathom
The tribulations we endured
Witness to awesome changes
Life in staggered phases
Time rearranges everything and everyone
And we endure
There are precious lucid moments
When everything dear comes into focus
With grave and daunting clarity we see
In these withering spells
We cannot escape our human frailty
We gather for another passing
With haunting revelry
It felt like nothing else was real
Kind of overwhelming
Strangers gathered, refreshing recollections
It was erotically surreal, faces growing older
Youthfulness evaporated
Fraught with imperfections
Thunder claps across this Uncanny Valley
herald foreboding storms
The tempest of entropy
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It’s clear that we are bound together
Through our selfless deeds
As tightly as we are
Through our most visceral depravities
But as the years roll by the details fade
And from the pain we are spared
And we reiterate the best times we ever shared
And we endure
Live life to the fullest
And try to take chances when you can
Resonate with family and always have a plan
To guide the ones around you
That may need a helping hand
And love to the maximum every chance you can
Hold on to the good times
And try to rise above
The only thing that really matters is
The way we loved
And we endure
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GREGORY Las Vegas, Nevada
1987: The PHARAOH Project – Birth Rights
1988: BEHOLDER
2008: PRESCIENT – Emergence
2011: Proof of
Concept
2011: Light Horizon w/ Adam McLean
2012: Birth Rights (pt 2) w/ Adam
2012: VIVID DOMINION
2012: The Imperative w/ Adam
2013: The End of Religion w/ Adam
2013: Apostasy
2014: Dead River Scriptures
2014: in a matter of days w/ Jordan Miller
2014: The Forge of Gods w/ Adam
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